I so badly want to not be afraid of the future. That becomes difficult when I see my accumulating school bills. I don’t want to regret the school I have chosen and the experiences I’ve had, but I don’t know how to be optimistic right now. I know the right thing to do is to trust in the Lord to provide, but my brain can’t believe in that right now.

I’m going to get off the internet and go spend time with the Lord.

Prayers would be so helpful right now. Thank you, friends.